Endings

Life is full of beginnings and endings. A new school year...then the chaos of the last week. Things are packed away, desks are cleaned out, papers and projects are passed out and finally the teacher's desk is cleared off. When a trip is planned you anticipate it for weeks or even months. Suitcases are mentally packed, places to visit are researched and you check the calendar from time to time to see how many more days remain until you finally leave.
The traveling part may be challenging and difficult. You may not sleep for, I don't know, maybe 32 hours. One in your party may be very ill..., but arrive you will. The first week is adjusting to your new location, time difference, possibly a trip to the doctor and a few forays to explore and have a first "look see".
Then comes the pleasure of finally relaxing. You sleep in. You set your own schedule. No rushing is involved. You begin to feel at home. Meals are cooked and enjoyed. Discussions around the table are the norm. There is no TV with alarming, blaring news. No phones ring.
There is a vineyard across the way from the old, comfortable home. A tiny village is a short walk way. Driving through the countryside is an exercise in gratitude for so much beauty. Neighboring villages provide all the mountain climbing you are capable of. The mountain top villages also offer views to last you the rest of your life.
Inevitably the last few days arrive. You begin to think of repacking the clothes you put away after your arrival. Last arrangements are made. Last souvenirs are purchased. Last photos are taken.
You have been given an incredible gift. Your heart is heavy with gratitude. Your prayers include much thanksgiving.
Then all too soon you walk out the door and say, "Au revoir".

The Power of Place

This old road side shrine to Our Lady has become a landmark of reaching home. We are all deeply relieved to see her. She tells us, "Never mind the narrow roads and speeding drivers. You have arrived home safe. I've been looking for you." St. Mary, after all, is first of all a mother. Like all good mothers she always waits for our safe arrival home.
Provence is unlike anyplace I've ever been. I'm not sure I can adequately describe how. Mark and I live in a beautiful old neighborhood of Los Angeles. My morning walks take me by stately homes built almost a hundred years ago. The gardens, lawns and trees I pass by never cease to refresh me. Even the apartment we've lived in for eighteen years is surrounded by lots of trees and running water. We are blessed.
But Provence is different. The surrounding vineyards, olive orchards, wheat fields, stretches of lavender and sunflowers are teaming with life and sounds. The cicadas never stop their loud, insistent song. Cars wiz by our old house and certainly don't seem to mind the narrow country road. It appears some people are in a hurry. We however are not. We have taken a deliberate month long retreat to just be. There have been enough wonderful explorations into the endlessly charming hilltop villages and towns. When we rest for a day we rest deep. When we listened to the rain and thunder this morning it was like a benediction. There have been countless dinnertime conversations around the table. I am so thankful Michele has such different views about world events. She not only keeps us on our toes, but adds much wit and laughter.
This very house has blessed us. The cool tile floors, the small but efficient kitchen, the lovely upstairs bedrooms with views to the distant hills. At night we can see the lights of Roussillion and sometimes the light of the full moon.
It has not all been smooth. Michele continues to battle her weeks long chest cold. My throat has been sore for the last week. Mark hates driving here. Marketing is a challenge as is communication. But gathered up all together there has also been an incredible sense of well being.
The French countryside in the south is a kind of "rest cure" for weary big city dwellers. Being able to take time to draw, paint, pray, write, reflect, discuss, rest and even hang clothes on the line has made this time less like a vacation and more like a gift.

Windows dressed with linen

One of my favorite things about our house in Joucas is the windows. It is an old house with thick walls and deeply set windows. The windows upstairs overlook  beautiful vineyards, an olive grove and distant hills. The downstairs windows overlook the spacious courtyard and the laundry I just hung out a couple of hours ago. The bundles of lavender we've purchased in Apt and Sault look perfect in the window sill. The sill is also a place to prop up recently completed Watercolors.

The coverings of all the windows are simple linen panels. The ones downstairs have a monogram of "B" and "A".

Michele is sitting in the window to the far right next to the massive fireplace. She placed an apple in a corner of the sill and is sketching it.

Perfect.

A Quiet Monday in Joucas

After a busy first week and weekend we decided together that today would be a "stay at home" day.
Michele just came down the stairs and said, "I love this doing nothing". She also said that she had been reading the news and was going to switch to fantasy. Good call.
This morning our breakfast was eggs over easy and toast I made from baguette slices fried in butter. I use butter for everything. Of course there were cups of long shot espressos with cream.
My bubble bath in the lovely pink bathtub was a blessing. The bathroom window was open to blue sky and clouds. After my bath I hung out a sheet and the tablecloth we've been eating on. It and a heavy rubber padding covered the white round table-just like one I would like to have.
Mark helped me trying to reconstruct the chronology of the past week for my datebook. The dates on pictures we have taken helped.
It was quite a week. I had a fall in Joucas-skinned knee. Fender bender (minor, but upsetting) at the Notre-Dame de Senanque Abbey. Mark had a more serious fall over an unseen cement rise in Apt and a shattered IPhone screen. We had a difficult time trying to find the Cathedral of St. Anne. The Lavender Festival meant there were lots of road closures. The mass was more than half over by the time we wandered in, but the quiet beauty and songs in French brought tears.  There has been far more breathtaking beauty than upset. Michele is beginning to feel well, although she still has a nagging cough. We are all deeply grateful.
This morning I was able to read/pray my usual Morning Prayer from my well worn 1928 prayer book and even more used KJV Bible that was a gift from my parents in June of 1963. I brought a very small folding icon and small candle. The Old Testament lesson was from Samuel. It is a very sad dialogue between God and Samuel. Israel demanded a king to be like the nations that surrounded them. God told Samuel not to worry, Israel was rejecting Him not Samuel. Later on of course, the people of Israel suffer under the rule of Saul. He looked good, seemed promising, but it didn't end well for Saul and many others. Saul had a divided heart...never a good thing.
A day of rest and reflection. A day to ponder the wonder of actually being in the south of France for several more weeks. A day to breathe deep and give thanks.

A day to reflect on being at such a lovely address. An address with no numbers, just a name.

We awoke this morning to rain showers and now after breakfast it is still overcast. None of us really feel like getting dressed or going anywhere. The surrounding countryside, farms and villages are simply breathtaking. Yesterday we ventured into Roussillion for market day. The views of the Luberon valley form the top of the hilly village were stunning. The trees, vineyards, farms, red rock cliffs and earth were neatly formed into a view unlike any I've ever seen.

  After browsing the small, colorful market we had lunch at one of the charming bistros in the heart of the village. We were led into a back patio with wonderful views.

Upon returning to Joucas we saw a gorgeous field of lavender, so we had to stop.

 Michele and I still have to get our paints out. So thankful we got her to doctor on Wednesday. She is doing much better, but still has a mean cough. All will be well. She will heal, We will do watercolors together. The three of us will explore more villages. We will walk in more ancient chapels and we will pray for the healing of our world.

 St. Michael the Archangel, pray for us.